i wanted to be soft;
like dew drops on top of
wildflowers,
silent; whispering; lonely; inviting
instead i was hard;
like thunder crying after
lightening,
(like our ancestors…)
obnoxious (they said); too loud (they said); angry; suffering
but after the deep, low rumbles of thunder; the suffering,
was the bright, blinding lightening strikes; the cries, the hot tears
then there was an opening,
a clear sky; a meaning…
the message,
a crow
cawing in the distance,
“not everything is as it seems,
not everything glitters is gold”
only when i was lost did i find myself,
wandering, wondering…
always learning
(kâkikî ati kaskihtâw)
…learning how to heal


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