i only write for you.
i found your grin within every consonant, your laugh within every vowel.
i cried into those pages, hours of self depreciation hidden behind each period.
“HERE I AM, I CAN LOVE YOU IF YOU LET ME” my pen shouted, did you hear it as you read the sentences out loud?
maybe if i drew picture books you would’ve stayed a bit longer to admire my words.
i created affirmations of love as i crossed my t’s and dotted the i’s.
i wrote to tell you why i came back and you read it as you walked away.
one more poem and i won’t scribble you down in my notebook anymore,
one more poem to remember why i fought so hard to forget you.


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